First Day For Change?

Well this is my first official day of (chosen) unemployment. My mind could no longer handle the useless garbage I was hearing on a daily basis. The timing felt right, and I just need to make sure I use my time wisely. I do feel that this is a better decision then losing my mind completely, that would be embarrassing.

What did I do today? Hmm well I felt I was pretty productive. My mood was positive and I finally felt some energy. Though this does happen from time to time when I am on top of the world for a few days and then I crash and hate everything/one around me. Horrible right?

Well I finally sat down to eat my breakfast and started my "anti-depression" medication. It is told that I may be a manic-depressive person, well what the hell? No side effects so far, so we are doing alright. Then I wanted to go on the Internet to check my Facebook (its disgustingly addictive) BUT my Internet was down, so I chose to go to the gym early. Did about thirty minutes on the treadmill. Baby steps for me, I am just getting back into it.

Then I went to the post office, I officially know where all the old people hang out when they are not bitching and complaining! Ha!(inside joke from where I used to work.) I love nice and sweet old people!! Then I visited the Allentown Bartending School. It may be a new direction for me, but nothing is set in stone. Lastly, I took a trip to the grocery store. All I needed was a jar of brown gravy, and I walked out with gravy, 3 boxes of mac & cheese and some bagel bites. Yummy. Not the healthiest choices, but good in moderation!

Of course I spent some time crafting and watching The OC. Only two episodes today. Even thought I have probably seen all the episodes about 20 times. It's my guilty pleasure. I have also gotten a hold of Photoshop CS5 and have a book that is teaching me some tips and tricks. Got through chapter 3, no too bad. I did make dinner tonight. Some homemade meatloaf, noodles and corn. Toby enjoyed dinner, he always does when I actually cook. I even did a load of laundry. Them we started a new show; Dexter, since we got our Netflix back. It's okay. Toby said it best; "It is like a cross between American Psycho & Nip Tuck."

Well I set a bedtime for myself, and I want to stick with it. I think I need to have more of a steady sleep schedule to help with everything so I chose 12-8am. We shall see how it works.

Love & Hugs;
Miss Frantic <3